Live Big: How Understanding the Serenity Model will Increase Your Emotional Maturity

Do you ever read the headlines on the celebrity rags in the grocery store check-out lines? This one is in rehab. This one is getting a divorce (again). This one feels (or at least looks) like a new woman after massive cosmetic surgery.

What would it take to make you happy? The answers that pop into your mind — love, money, peace and quiet — sound good, but then, take another look at the tabloids. These people appear to have it all, but they are obviously miserable.

Life is just too short to be miserable.

In recent blogs, we’ve been talking how to change your life and achieve lasting peace by attaining emotional maturity. One of the keys to success here is to understand The Serenity Model.

Let’s refer back to The Hero’s Choice. The main character of the story, Hal, had his world rocked when he was ousted from his own company. This disaster was quickly followed by money worries, tension in his marriage and fractures in his relations with his kids. His friend, Donald, an older man who has been through fires of his own, has taken on the role of tour guide in Hal’s journey toward emotional maturity.  The following is an abridgement from the book:

“It seems to me,” Donald tells Hal, “we live from one of four attitudes or perspectives.  First is survival. From this perspective, life is a battleground. We don’t like the way things are, yet we feel powerless to do anything about it. Our basic stance is reactive and self-protective. We feel like a pawn of events and circumstances, and try to make ourselves feel better by making excuses, blaming others, or escaping into drugs or alcohol or other addictive behaviors. Life is painful.”

Hal nodded. “I’ve been there. In fact, I feel like I’ve been in survival mode since I was fired last month.”

Donald looked at him, nodding. “A crisis does that to us.”

“So, what are the other three perspectives?” asked Hal.

“I call the second one security. This is how most people spend their lives. We’re steady, dependable and basically honorable in our approach to life . . . Living in security is more about avoiding losing than about winning. We carve out a comfort zone to stave off failure, rejection and discomfort. . .”

“So what’s next?” Hal asked.

“The success mode,” replied Donald. “We meet life head-on, conquering challenges and taking advantage of opportunities. We’re proactive and motivated, disciplined and goal-directed. We put out an image of having it all together and being in control. We don’t like showing weakness.  Life is good — but only when we perform well. Many people come to the realization that success doesn’t automatically lead to happiness and fulfillment. In fact, their success begins to feel hollow. There’s success, or achieving a predetermined outcome. And there’s fulfillment, the sense that life is full and meaningful.”

Let’s stop here. I’d like you to take a minute to look inward. Do you have fulfillment in your life? Are you at peace with who and where you are? If you never complete any of the things on your to-do list, never fulfill any of the tangible goals that you’ve set, will you still be at peace?

Perhaps at some point, the celebrity currently smiling out of the cover of TantalizingTabloid Tales was convinced that she would be happy if only she had the perfect body and face. Perhaps she thought she’d be happy if only she got that movie or TV role, or achieved the kind of fame that put her on magazine covers. Now what is she thinking? That she’ll be happy if she wins an Oscar or Emmy? What if she never wins one? What if she does? Will she be happy then?

What about you? Does something external have to happen in order for you to have peace and fulfillment? Let’s let Donald explain further:

“When success doesn’t lead to fulfillment, most people redouble their efforts, believing that accomplishing even more will bring them their elusive prize.  What they don’t realize is that success and fulfillment are not the same thing.  We need to remember that success has to do only with outer, material things, and fulfillment has to do with our inner or spiritual world.  The more important journey isn’t the one out there.  It’s in here,” he said, pointing to his chest.

Hal asked, “How do you achieve serenity?”

“You don’t really achieve it, like reaching a goal.  It’s something we create – and maintain – through our choices.”

Like Donald, and, increasingly, Hal, you will find peace and serenity if you use your Key Moments to make intentional choices to:

• Practice living from your true or real self
• Align your life to universal laws or principles
• Be governed by “want to” or “choose to”
• Accept others and the realities of life
• Live real and congruent
• Be interdependent and care about the welfare of others
• Honor your trust based beliefs
• Stay alive in the present
• Make your choices consciously

Are you ready to Live BIG?  Live a life that feels meaningful, whole and complete by developing emotional maturity and centering your life within The Serenity Model.

Live BIG: How to Become Emotionally Mature

Hal hated the man, everything about him, from his knowing sneer to his rolling swagger.

He wished fervently he could get away and considered getting up and walking out without a word to either of them.  But then he garnered his faculties and decided to accept this reality.  He would choose how to respond, and his choice would be to act cordial and cooperative.  He felt a surge of strength as he realized that handling himself in a dignified manner with both these men would be a bigger personal victory than if he met with Keith alone. . . .

The Hero’s Choice

Do you want to change your life?  The single tool that you need, more critical than your intelligence, background or education, is emotional maturity.  In the last few blogs, we’ve been talking about exactly what emotional maturity looks like.

When your inner grown-up is running the show, you will be more self-aware.  You’ll recognize your feelings and manage them in a responsible way.  You’ll handle and build positive relationships and move yourself steadily toward your definition of success.  In other words, you will excel at life.

How can you be emotional mature?

1.  Be present.  Be in the moment.  You’ve heard it a thousand times, but it’s no less true for the repeating of it — this minute is the only one you have.  You can’t rewrite one minute of the past.  You can’t construct one minute of the future, except by taking hold of this minute you have right now.  You’re reading this blog right now.  What will you do with the next?  Focus on it when you’re in it.  And now the next?  Focus on it when you’re in it.   Hattie allowed herself to be defined by her past, her lack of education, her fear of rejection and change.  Each time she considers taking ownership of her present, her mind bounces back to those thing.  If she chooses to be present, she will instantly empower herself.  She could decide what she wants her remaining twenty or so years to consist of, and then set off to get it.

2.  Embrace reality.  Refusing to think about uncomfortable things gives those very things incredible power over your life.  Mona refuses to think about the reality of her financial situation and so continues to make it worse with each swipe of her card.  If you are worried about your finances, sit down and take stock of exactly where you are — how much you owe, for example, and exactly how you will pay it off.  Fun?  No.  Wildly uncomfortable?  Words can’t express it!  But by taking ownership of the reality, you’ve now equipped yourself to change it.

3.  Exercise responsibility.  You have choices.  You always have choices.  Refusing to admit that is like using a hard steel industrial padlock to secure yourself into a flimsy cardboard box.  There are numerous behaviors that Hattie could have changed in our example.  You also have numerous choices, but if you’re a “Bratty Hatty” they might be invisible.  Challenge your assumptions.

4.  Clarify your vision.  We talked about this a little bit in my blog about the definition of success.  Hattie wanders through her life, ruled by impulse and circumstance.  What does she want?  From our story, you’d have no idea of what she really wants out of her life, because she has no idea.  What do you want?  Define it, so you can get it.

5.  Act from Integrity.  No excuses.  No whining.  No hypocrisy.   Hattie pretends that she wants to be productive, but there’s no evidence of that in her actions . . . and the discrepancy doesn’t trouble her.  Again, challenge your assumptions.

By now, you’ve probably built a strong mental image of emotional maturity.  Maybe you’ve spotted some areas in your life that you want to change.  In my next blog, I’ll talk about another factor in your emotional maturity, called The Serenity Model.

Live Big: Are You Ready to Put the Grown-up In Charge?

Shamefully, Hal watched his wife and daughter turn their backs on him and walk inside.  Never had he felt so cut off.  He wanted, desperately, to hide, disappear, to revoke his own birth.  He wished for the earth to swallow him whole so he would never again face another human being.  Overwhelmed by what he had done, he stood frozen as waves of grief and shame pulsed up from deep within him. . .

He stared into the darkness.  His life was spinning out of control . . . and everything he did was making it worse.

The Hero’s Choice

Yesterday we met two sisters, Hattie and Millie, who fall on very different places on the spectrum of Emotional Maturity.  Today I want to introduce you to the specific qualities that make up Emotional Maturity (or the lack of it).  I’ll refer back to Hattie and Millie as I go through these, but you’ll likely see some reflections of your own life as well.

Let’s start with the traits associated with Emotional Immaturity.  You saw these with Hattie.  We can call these qualities part of your lesser self, or more colorfully, your Inner Brat!

Your Inner Brat:

Is reactive to life.  Hattie had many pretty wishes, but if you look at her actual actions, you’ll see that she was was like a pebble on the shore, being washed in different directions instead of choosing where to go.

Acts out of emotion. Hattie believes that seeing her father is important, but her actual action is dictated by her emotion (sadness) instead of her brain or values.

“Comes from” fear and scarcity. She would like to work at the craft store, and the income would help solve her debt problem, but she makes her decision based on her fear of rejection.

is motivated by “have to” and “ought to.” Because she has no apparent goals or direction of her own, her days are spent reactively.

Focuses on “getting.” What does Hattie want to be?  What does she want to do?  We don’t know, because when we were traveling in her mind, we saw only objects that she wanted, as if those objects were solutions.

Is dominated by the desire for security and self-protection. This takes us back to the job at the craft store.  Hattie is unwilling to take the risk to make a life change.

Avoids failure, rejection, discomfort and being wrong. This is reflected throughout our time with Hattie.

Allows separation and alienation from others. Remember the clerk in the mini-mart?  How long would it take for Hattie to walk into that store and discover whether the clerk is still the same person she was in high school (and who among us hasn’t changed since high school?)

Lives in the past or the future.  Hattie may wish that she’d gotten a better education, but if you’ll notice, her sister isn’t wasting her time wishing.

As you read through this list of qualities, some may have resonated with you more than others.  You may have allowed some of these to dictate your behaviors recently, even today.  Others may be patterns you fall into when you are tired or stressed.  When you allow your inner brat to make your day-to-day choices, you cripple your ability to succeed.  Your finances, your relationships and your self esteem all suffer.

Now we’ll take a look at the attributes of Emotional Maturity, as we saw in Millie.  I guess we could refer to this collection of attributes as your Inner Grown-up.

When your Inner Grown-up is running your life, you’ll be:

Proactive about life. If something doesn’t satisfy you, you’ll develop a strategy to change it — and then you’ll follow through.

Inclined to Act ON your emotions instead of OUT of them.  Millie was as sad as Hattie over their father’s decline.  She valued her emotion enough to “power-up” with a leisurely lunch (some “me” time) and to keep her trip to the college as something to look forward after the visit.

Governed by your vision or purpose.  What is Millie’s vision for her life?  Our little story never goes into the details, but her actions alone tell us that she has a purpose.   Do yours?

“Coming from” love and abundance.  Do you hesitate before reaching out?  Are you afraid there aren’t enough resources for you and others?  Do you compare yourself or your life to others?

Motivated by “choose to” and “want to.” Know your own purpose and values for your life, and live accordingly, instead of spending precious hours trying to satisfy others.  Make intentional decisions to change your life.

Giving and other-centered.  Although Millie has plenty to do and problems of her own, she instinctively lives by the old Hindu Proverb, “Help they brother’s boat across, Lo! Thine own has reached the shore.”

Willing to step-outside your comfort zone and willing to seek growth, take risks and take yourself to the limit of your abilities. In the last twenty four hours, have you taken a risk or stepped outside of your comfort zone?  How about in the last week, or month?  Life change is never comfortable.  If you find that you’re expending energy to stay in your rut instead of climb out of it, it’s time to make a change.

Inclined to seek unity and goodwill with others.  Life is too short to live in discord.  More important, as humans, we are made to live in families and communities and to work together toward common goals.  Treat your relationships as sacred and you’ll discover a critical tool to change your life.

Live in the present, making use of the moments you have.  So when should you begin to make these changes?

Now.

You only have now, my friend.  So let’s get started. . .

Live Big: Are You A Bratty Hattie?

In an old house on the hill, live two sisters.  Only a year apart, they are very alike in appearance and life stories.  In their sixty-plus years, neither has ever married or gone more than fifty miles from her home.  But here is where the similarity ends.  Just look at how they conduct themselves on an average errand day.

The elder sister, Millie, always starts out bright and early on her errand day, hat perched neatly on her head and neatly penned list in her white-gloved hand.  She settles in her car, but before she starts off, she glances about her, checking her mental checklist:  Purse?  Wallet in purse?  Gas in tank?  Cell phone?  (Come on . . . Just because she wears gloves and a hat doesn’t mean she doesn’t carry a cell phone).

Once satisfied, she moves through her errands in a logical orders, taking into account both geographical considerations and logical considerations (the grocery store has to be last or the ice cream will melt).

Because she is organized, she has plenty of time to chat with the elderly Mrs. Dundridge to hear about her goiter for the third time and to take young Michael Caslow and his bike to the repair shop.  She treats herself to lunch — always trying a new restaurant or at least a new item on the menu — before facing the most difficult task of all.  She visits her father at the nursing home.  He has shrunken to an alarming emaciated state and no longer recognizes her, but she hopes some part of him feels the love she brings.

When she’s done, she usually stops by the community college to either browse the schedule or pick up a textbook for the next course she wants to take.  She’s in the middle of associates degree in marketing, and thinks she might take a part-time job when she’s done.  Her main goal is to continue learning and growing.

Millie’s sister Hattie has one errand or another to run nearly every day, because she’s constantly realizing too late that she’s out of ketchup in the middle of making sloppy joes or unable to find the paper punch she needs for scrapbooking in the cave of supplies that is her craft room.

She loves shopping, although she has to rotate credit cards, but she never goes into the mini-mart because the clerk used to fun of her in high school.  She think about visiting her father, but it makes her feel so awful that she usually changes her mind.  It’s been four months, in fact, since she forced her little car up the winding road to the hospital.

Sometimes she thinks about changing her life — getting a job to help pay down her credit cards.  There’s a “help wanted” notice on the craft store window.  She’d be perfect for the job, she thinks, but then rejects the idea.  Who would want to hire her?  She doesn’t have a degree or any special skills, and ,besides, she’s too old.  She should have gotten her degree when she was young and had the chance.

But it’s too late now.  Too bad.   If she worked at the craft store, she’d get a discount.  If she could just afford that amazing new scrapbooking file, she’d be able to organize her supplies.  Actually, she’d probably need two of the files.  Okay . . . six.  But then she could get it all organized.  But she couldn’t afford them.  Maybe in a few years, something nice would happen — a windfall or surprise — and everything would get better.

Since we’ve been talking about how emotional maturity can change your life, you’ve probably guessed that Hattie and Millie represent two ends of the emotional maturity spectrum.  I’m going to talk more about the specific qualities of emotional maturity in my next blog, but for today, let’s look at how you did on the Emotional Maturity Quiz in the last two blogs.  Total up your score if you haven’t yet and check your results.

If your score was:

0 – 10    You have attained near-perfect emotional maturity.  Or, more likely, you guessed the ideal answer and selected it.  Consider going through the questions again with an attitude of self-examination and willingness to challenge your assumptions.

11 – 30   You’re very high on the Emotional Maturity spectrum, again assuming that you responded with your feelings instead of guessing the ideal answers.  You’ve allowed your experiences to give you wisdom and you take responsibility for your life.

31 – 50    You fall somewhere in the adolescent range when it comes to Emotional Maturity.  Don’t be discouraged by this; the fact that you’re willing to reach for the power to change your life by answering honestly is a shining sign of your potential!

51 – 84  You’re in serious Hattie territory here — governed by habit, fear and blame.  Again, take heart from the fact that you’ve allowed the quiz to expose this self-limiting world view.  It takes courage to shine the light on our weaknesses.  That fact that you’ve displayed that kind of courage shows that you’re willing to go all the way to change your life!

Are you ready to unleash the power for life change that comes from attaining Emotional Maturity?  You’re going to be amazed by the forward-surge this gives you toward your bright future.  We’ll get started in my next blog.

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